coward?

i am a coward. sorta. on the walk to the station, i always walk really slowly, so that i get home a little later, as well as i can talk with as many people as possible. today, it was raining, and as sorta a joke, i didnt get out my umbrella so that if a cute girl asked, i could walk with her. unfortunately, on this walk, and when a girl who i like caught up to me, and asked if i had an umbrella, i didnt have the guts to lie and say i didnt have one, so i just said that i didnt need one, and now i think i caught a cold. shucks. i will know about my host family sometime the end of next week i hope, and on monday of next week, i talk with WYS about getting a cellphone. i asked politely about the bike thing, and they said it was too far, but when i get my new family, i can ride from there. speaking of riding, i think i will brave teh wet Tokyo streets and go for a ride. or rock climb. or eat, i cant remember if i have eaten anything today.

oh well

peter